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-The Last Night

You come to me with your scars on your wrist
You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this. I just came to say goodbye
I didn’t want you to see me cry, I’m fine.
But I know it’s a lie!
-Skillet-





Whenever I feel I’m content it all sinks back in just as hard :/

Idc if I sound dumb but I believe god puts us all through our battles for a reason and to serve a positive influence in all of our lives, but Uhh what is the reason for this :’( I’ve worked so hard to get where I am now. I don’t have much but I have come a long way.

Just about clean for three years now of all drugs you can really think of, and over a year since I tried to kill myself by overdose. Back in contact with church, people don’t realize the daily struggle even three years later to stay off drugs.

I just want to know what could be the purpose to put me through this :/ why. Is it not enough that I’m already fighting my urge to cut, commit suicide and now this guh I hate feeling like this but idk I may be a baby about all this but just sucks.

I don’t see the fairness in this at all.