February 2012
Yay got to see my two loves an say goodnight :)
My day is complete :)
Yay she called and she's gunna be here tonight ^.^...
I’m so excited !!!!!!!!!!
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Well cleared my head on that Sesh but pulled a...
Besides all that saw an old friend haven’t seen in years so it wasn’t a complete disaster !
Now waiting to hear from my love :(
My phone starting ringing got so excited
Wasn’t her :(
I hate that.
Went to the shop figured out what were Gunna do
Feel like crap depressed bout to go skate most likely alone need to clear my mind and try to figure out how to fix my life from my screwd up new situation :(
I just want to hear from her. I’m trying my best :( but my best just isn’t good enough for anyone ever
Anonymous asked: I'm sorry your not in a happy place right now, and I probably could never understand what your going through, but I hope you feel better. I hate to see anyone else in pain, I'm really sorry things didn't work out. Keep strong. <3
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I want to hurt myself... :'(
I hate this nothing. Nothing ever can be just good for me.
I had everything set right in front of me and last night we made a plan I come back to my town and guess what now it’s shot to hell.
Thank you vv , thank you so much.
Even though I had a semi stressful week in la it ment the world to me. And I come back to this and alone on top of it.
I want to go home with my love and son but...
I'm beyond sad and disappoint right now :(
Uh why do I just fail everything I do I hate myself uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh -.- >:(
And in the amidst of struggles of finding the man
you called me to be
Your love reminds me
that though I am broken I am still standing
I’m still screaming!
Is there any point in trying to change?
No matter what I do it always stays the same.
And I will have the choice to say
there is more to this life I am living
-Close Your Eyes