It’s crazy in a a month and couple weeks he’s going to be two years old, two short but extremely fast years have past I’ve missed so much and am still missing more :( I hate it but I’m grateful for the time I do have with him. There’s nothing in this life I want more then to be a father. I miss him being so tiny and how much he depended on me then. The first months were hard but uh I loved it beyond words taking care of him day and night staying up super late because I was so scared that In his sleep something could happen, I stayed up to make sure he was ok. I won’t lie at times I was extremely stressed out and exhausted but I loved it and still do. It’s the scariest thing being a parent, the worries you have for your own child are just incredibly overwhelming. But the beauty of having your own flesh and blood loving you with true unconditional love, to look up to you In the purist of ways is honestly the most amazing/beautiful thing life can offer anyone. I love my son with all that I am, I love that he was planned and most of all I love the person I chose to have my child with. If it weren’t for that choice I wouldn’t have him or be who I am today. I love my beautiful, amazing, cute, adorable, son :)

He is the key piece to why I’m still alive today :) if not for him I would feel completely like I have no purpose but with him at my side I couldn’t ask for anything more. My wanting to be a father has always been for a reason, to show me and open my eyes to the fact that life is beautiful. Life can be good. I love my son more than anything in this world. I know they always say it’s up to the mother and father to teach there children about life but in all honesty in my young age and young age of being a parent I already know that having a child well children are the ones to teach there parents about life not the other way around. :)

It’s crazy in a a month and couple weeks he’s going to be two years old, two short but extremely fast years have past I’ve missed so much and am still missing more :( I hate it but I’m grateful for the time I do have with him. There’s nothing in this life I want more then to be a father. I miss him being so tiny and how much he depended on me then. The first months were hard but uh I loved it beyond words taking care of him day and night staying up super late because I was so scared that In his sleep something could happen, I stayed up to make sure he was ok. I won’t lie at times I was extremely stressed out and exhausted but I loved it and still do. It’s the scariest thing being a parent, the worries you have for your own child are just incredibly overwhelming. But the beauty of having your own flesh and blood loving you with true unconditional love, to look up to you In the purist of ways is honestly the most amazing/beautiful thing life can offer anyone. I love my son with all that I am, I love that he was planned and most of all I love the person I chose to have my child with. If it weren’t for that choice I wouldn’t have him or be who I am today. I love my beautiful, amazing, cute, adorable, son :)

He is the key piece to why I’m still alive today :) if not for him I would feel completely like I have no purpose but with him at my side I couldn’t ask for anything more. My wanting to be a father has always been for a reason, to show me and open my eyes to the fact that life is beautiful. Life can be good. I love my son more than anything in this world. I know they always say it’s up to the mother and father to teach there children about life but in all honesty in my young age and young age of being a parent I already know that having a child well children are the ones to teach there parents about life not the other way around. :)