[x] drug addict
[x] gangs
[x] depression
[x] stealing (thief or clepto)
[x] cussing
[x] pre marital sex
[x] suicide (attempts)
[x] self harm
[x] trouble with the law (bad kid thinking you were cool)
[x] vandalism
[x] g.t.a
[x] robbery
[x] alcoholic (since so many people say it’s not a drug so not classified ad drug in my drug slot)
[x] vengeful
[x] drug dealer
[x] unreliable human being
[x] outcast
[x] hated/hatred
[x] liar
[x] back stabbing ( in some ways)
[x] bitter
[x] spiteful
[x] immortal sound soul
[x] exc…………

This is a short list of the main things that I once was, from when i started doing drugs when I was only 12 years old to where I was last year. Just wanted to share a check list of the main things that have changed in my life in the part years till now :)

And to share how great is our God, to save a wretched thing like me, he can save you to. You are never to gone from salvation my brothers and sisters, but your not guaranteed tomorrow,

Idk what your going through or how hard it is affecting you and your heart but just know that I am here for you, with all that ii am to spread gods love to spread gods mercy, and share the things that make him so great and good and just.

I may not know all the words to say to open your eyes, i may not know how to construct the right questions to solve your problems but i know someone who can his name is Yahweh,

For Yahweh is the beginning and the end he is the creator of all things. me and you down to the very last fiber. I may not be able to open your eyes but i can invite you to join me in the greatest love you will ever experience in this life and the next.
God wants you in his life, he wants to have a reasonship with you, and to be your friend. He can help you through all your battles and he doesnt want to see you hurting.

Philippians 4:13 says I can do all things through him who strengthens me.
You see with God nothing is impossible. Not quiting the drug life, the pornography the sexual immorality, or whatever it is you may be in bondage with. Even depression, self harm. he can rip that away from you as he did so effortlessly with me.

In john chapter 8 it talks about this women who is an adulterer and how she had been caught and brought to open court where she were to be stoned by everyone til death. Then Jesus went and nelt down and started drawing in the sand ignoring the people then stood and said ok the person who has never sinned throw the first stone, there was silence and one by one the people left starting from the oldest to the last. Then Jesus said to the women go and sin no more.
( so along with my little message I bring this passage up because it shows that in the eyes of man the women was to far gone and should be put to death for her sin, man tells us that we are to far gone and death is the only answer and only solution, but god tells is otherwise. )

God is so loving and so humble that we will always be way undeserving of his love and mercy. But that’s what makes it so beautiful and so powerful. How after all i spit in his face can I or anyone deserve grace, but he gives it to us any way. Like the women Jesus says go and sin no more. Just when you feel it’s over and it’s to late remember that God loves you, forgives you and wants you to be healed and not be afraid. He is there for you each day and every night. ( but that doesn’t mean go and sin and repent later because you your always forgiven, but live trying to be free of sin don’t encourage it. )

Please don’t be scared that you may think that you have sinned way to much in your life to be saved, don’t fear that he will deny you if you call.

Another thing to remember Jesus while on earth, spent his days with the broken. He used murders, rapest, homosexuals, thiefs, liars, adulterers to make example of how amazing he is.
So please never feel you can never feel or be invited into his loving living embrace , he’s just a mental phone call away,

If you need prayer, or anything please don’t hesitate to contact me or our God. I love you all.

And good night, I’ll be praying for each and every one if you.