"In Shallow Seas We Sail"
There’s a lot of things in my life that I’m not sure about, a lot that I’m contemplating, a lot that I really just don’t see has any purpose, I’m contemplating even the fact of me having a purpose.
I don’t even know why im here on earth or my place in this world,
I’m so very lost right now, so so lost.
I don’t know my next step, i can’t see passed right now and at this moment i see nothing good or worth going on for.
As a human these things are my flaw, my weakness. These things suck tremendously, i hate these idk feelings you can call them, they are awful to have. Doubting everything right now about me and my life.
But! I do not doubt that God isn’t real.. And I do not doubt that there is an end game for me in the works for his mighty plans. The only thing keeping me alive is the very thing i cannot see, hear, or touch.
Funny how that works :)
Jesus is alive! Jesus is real and he is allowing me to live for something i doubt as a man, for something i truly cannot see ever happening.
My fears and my doubts do not come from him those come from me a wretched, broken, lost, Stupid, disgusting human being, but my hope, strength, breathe, happiness, life even my very existence comes from him and because it is of him that is all I’ll ever need!