king of the ozone

Feel like posting this because I actually feel I look decent here.

# confidence

# me

Why I hate religion, but love Jesus.

I love creative writing, I love the people in creative writing, and I love the way a lot of them think. Yes Yes.

Never gets old ^.^

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Ugly ohl me!

So this just happened. I was bored, and wanted to practice surface anchors. I’ve studied for months and it’s proved to pay off.

This took maybe 40 second to do, and it is on my left wrist which means I did it one handed.

I’ll get a better pic in a day or two when I switch off my bandage.

I used a needle for this #old-school and not with a biopsy punch

Haha older picture of me piercing my finger ^.^
Thinking about doing a skin diver on myself today

New picture ^.^ (dragonball z shirt)

# dragonball z

# ark of the covenant

# guys with piercings

# guys with nose rings

# guys with tattoos

Haha early mornings with my boy goofin off

Haha the way to church :)

Look who’s back and as wild as ever :)

I may be a mess right now,

There’s a lot of things in my life that I’m not sure about, a lot that I’m contemplating, a lot that I really just don’t see has any purpose, I’m contemplating even the fact of me having a purpose.

I don’t even know why im here on earth or my place in this world,
I’m so very lost right now, so so lost.
I don’t know my next step, i can’t see passed right now and at this moment i see nothing good or worth going on for.
As a human these things are my flaw, my weakness. These things suck tremendously, i hate these idk feelings you can call them, they are awful to have. Doubting everything right now about me and my life.

But! I do not doubt that God isn’t real.. And I do not doubt that there is an end game for me in the works for his mighty plans. The only thing keeping me alive is the very thing i cannot see, hear, or touch.
Funny how that works :)

Jesus is alive! Jesus is real and he is allowing me to live for something i doubt as a man, for something i truly cannot see ever happening.
My fears and my doubts do not come from him those come from me a wretched, broken, lost, Stupid, disgusting human being, but my hope, strength, breathe, happiness, life even my very existence comes from him and because it is of him that is all I’ll ever need!